Depression

My semicolon tattoo

My semicolon tattoo

I’ve been wanting a semicolon tattoo ever since my aunt forwarded me a link to my Facebook account about its significance. This was just several months ago, like weeks after I got the portrait tattoo of Boris. I had it done by Oben Millares and he said he will refine it for free. I just […] Read more…

Keep On Swimming

I feel like a fish swimming against the current The water beats my body and soul Breathing is so hard. I feel like I’m drowning While other fishes go their merry way. The current is so strong It’s thrashing me around But swim I must lest I drown For I believe there is hope in […] Read more…

Distractions

I’ve been having severe anxiety attacks since yesterday, the ones where it’s really hard to breathe. I can’t pinpoint the trigger but I suspect it’s because of the birth control pills I’m taking. No, I’m not sexually active. It was prescribed to me to regulate my menstruation. I haven’t taken the pills for 2 to […] Read more…

Sleep well, my Jareth

I wrote this a few hours ago on Facebook. It’s very personal and will make the reader know more about me. Some of you who have been seeing my FB status messages might be wondering why I’m still affected by David Bowie’s death. Let me try to explain and I’ll try to be eloquent doing […] Read more…

O’ Captain, my Captain

My TV was tuned in to Teleradyo while I was sleeping last night. My subconscious woke me up when Noli de Castro mentioned that Robin Williams has died and it might have been through suicide. It took a moment to sink in and when it did, my heart crumpled. Mr. Williams seemed to be the happiest […] Read more…